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[2005-05-26: 11:04 p.m.]
Wow! Maybe I can still type and and hand write in my journals with out people critisizing and judging what I say.
Well I can believe this thing still works, I haven't written in so long. kewl
WEll last september I went off to Uvic, to study music, I am in the Faculty of fine arts, I am also in Music education. I have 4 more years left, 3 plus my pro year until I become a certified teacher, but who knows what will happen in 4 years, maybe I will decide I want to private teach and teach in a highschool instead of elementary school, who knows. But one thing I do know, when I do my pro year I want to do it in the states, in Florida or California, just to see what it is like, and how important music is to students down there, and then maybe Africa, I know I wouldn't get pais a lot working out there, but it is the point of the matter, so many children don't get the chance to have music in their life, and I just want to try and make a difference.
So First year! it was fun, hard work, every day is a long day, and you get sick really fast, you have to make sure you sleep and sleep right or you will be sick ALL the time. I lived in REsidence in the first semester, it was ok, fun, lots of fun, but I wanted to try something else, so I lived in a house with 2 girls, which was ok too, not the greatest, just beacuse I can't really handle too many girls, they drive me NUTZ!
During the first semester, towards the end I met this guy named Shane, we dated until just recently, Mid MAy, when I finally had to say no more, I just couldn't deal with the insesent pain he caused in me. I loved him, but he hurt me more than any one person has ever done before, and I wanted to hang on, which I did as long as I could, but it slowely fell apart, and I couldn't let it fall any more. It makes me sad to say goodbye to someone, and they family when you get so close, but really, I believe you can love someone, but at the same time, know you can't be together forever, and at that moment, when things get sooo bad, you just have to stop, look at the good and the not so good, and understand that it is what has to be done. So that is what I did. IT was 6 months, and it had to stop. so I stopped it.
I finished first year with grades all over the chart, A's B's and a very sad thing, 2 D's but I had a REALLY hard time in the second semester with those two courses. C'est la vie~
Now I am working Full time, Mon-Fri, at $10/h and everyday it 8 or more hours, longest has been 11.5 hours. insane, but it does the job. Weekends off, it's GLORIOUS, and I have worked there before So I know everything that is going on. YAH.
Well, others things go a mist, but right now, I am sworn to secrecy,
Good night,
~Pray for someone today
~Tera, signing out
